*She says like she hasn't been counting down the days *

Tomorrow, I am officially launching DĒP Ministries, and although I'm behind on ALMOST EVERYTHING, I am soooooooo excited, sooooooo ready, and I soooooo encourage you to tune in.

 

Why? Why would you want to start tuning in to this weekly free livestream? What are you going to get out of it? Why would you add one more thing to your already busy life?

Let me tell you why. You will get:

1) A spiritual home that doesn’t use shaming tactics, blame or fear to get you to follow their doctrine. If you’ve been looking for a way to connect with Creator in a non-specific but incredibly powerful way, then you’ve found that with us. Our teachings are based in straight universal truth, simple, easy to understand, accepting and non-judgmental.

 

2) A community of people who believe what you believe, that we should leave the world better than we found it, that we should all...

Others may think you are too emotional, too wishy-washy, too unstable, too changeable, too MUCH.

 

But when you give yourself permission to behave this way, you know the truth.

That you are a wild, fluid, grounded, ever-evolving being of love and it is your divine right to be so!

 

This is not a carte blanche to treat anyone with disrespect. The cardinal rule “Everyone deserves an equal amount of respect” still stands at ALL times, no matter how you may feel or what may be going on. We don’t direct our emotions AT someone or BLAME someone for them. But feeling and expressing them outwardly?

BIG YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The game of life.

The game of love.

The game of growth.

Of trying.

Of caring.

Of evolving.

Man!

 

I’m hobbling up to the plate of 2022

Bleeding out

Missing an arm

Covered in gashes, open wounds and bruises

Bawling my head off but wiping my tears out of my eyes so I can still see

One hand above my head to protect me from anything else falling from the sky. Like the sky itself

Two black eyes so huge I have to squint

Using whatever is around to pull myself along with every single last ounce of strength that I have

Sometimes crawling, belly to the ground

Just to get to the next rest stop in the journey

And I KNOW you very well may be able to relate to this exact feeling

My 2021 forecast said I would exit last year as a completely different, unrecognizable version of myself

No fucking...

I was attempting to do a limiting belief clearing on myself last Friday on

“I’m not allowed to have good things”

 

Because I’ve noticed that my patterns of self-sabotage are at an all-time high recently and I’m so over it

 

When I discovered it was actually a smoke screen for the belief listed above:

I’m not allowed to have more than I need.

 

The idea of clearing this belief shook me to my core, so I knew I had found the original underlying pattern but the clearing of it was INTENSE!!

 

I found this belief was installed into the matrix. So I had to actually unplug myself from the collective in order to clear the belief.

 

(As a side note, I noticed with my most recent expansion I can now see the matrix. And I can see who’s plugged into it and who isn’t. I can see what is truth and what is a contrived installation plugged in to...

We were driving home from the lake last night, and we were commenting on how many people there were on the freeway.

And I was noticing we were one tiny car in a sea of cars, and that always fascinates me because our lives are so full.

 

Full of wonder, joy and love

 

Heartbreak and betrayal

 

Creation, destruction, loyalty and sociopathy

 

Our little experiences between the three of us (in the car) are so HUGE. So full. So multi-layered and expansive. Often devastating, and still so beautiful.

I always wonder about the people in the cars around me.

My life feels so important to me.

Theirs does to them. I always wonder what kinds of lives they lead. Where they’re coming from. Where they’re going to. What matters to them.

 

And I was wondering about what makes us different from each other. In a sea of taillights, what makes us stand out.

 

And the...

The breath before the plunge

The stillness before the tornado

Here I sit, on the eve of my next evolution (that’s the poetic eve, not the literal eve )

In the last few hours (metaphorically speaking) of sleep before it’s rise and shine cupcake !

They say that cleansings can be rough. This one has certainly been more brutal than most.

In a last ditch attempt to slough off all remaining garbage from my psyche, my team has been working triple time to prepare me for my ascension.

I coined a new term recently: astro leap. Because quantum leap actually feels slower than the speed I have been traveling recently.

In January, I make my transition (finally!) to spiritual leader.

Oh God. I want to barf

It’s time for me to take up my mantle.

I’ve been hiding in my small groups (totaling 67,000+ ), speaking truth and teaching the workings of the universe to a select few, with massive results all across the board. Life...

 

I have known for a while that heavy emotions get trapped there and there is very little wiggle room in your being until you clear that out.

 

Almost like clearing out a junky closet so you can organize everything in there.

You can’t take in anything more (including positive things like happiness, love, abundance etc) when your heart “closet” is too full.

 

BUT two weeks ago I also found out some fascinating things.

 

1) We actually move energy (universal, consciousness, creative, soul, human, abundance etc) through our chakra points.

 

At first I was like “Duh! Knew that”. But then I witnessed the energy more closely, and I realized we don’t just move it. We also organize it, increase it, expedite it, and can redirect it.

 

What comes to mind...

How many times I’ve been trapped in fear, and forgot how powerful I am.

How many times I’ve been destitute, so the despair hid the deep knowledge from me of who the fuck I am.

How many times I’ve had actual people LITERALLY say to me “I’m going to destroy you. I’m going to kill your happiness. You will never recover after I’m finished with you” (at this point it’s at least 1-2 a year. I’m on a running total of 4 so far for this year so I must be real close )

How many bullies have tried to make me feel small and worthless.

How many times people have stolen money from me.

How many times people have violated my body, my boundaries and my sense of sovereignty.

How many times people have tried to ruin my reputation.

How many friends I lost to those people who tried to ruin my...

I’ve heard too many stories of people who suspend their life, happiness and joy for some “later” date only to never be able to reach it.

I mean, we KNOW death is certain and could literally happen at any time but we forget to incorporate that knowledge into everyday living.

We forget to live NOW.

We forget to enjoy what we have NOW.

We become settled into a humdrum existence for the promise of a far-off better future.

I know this because this used to be me.

And I no longer accept the idea that I will wait until retirement to start living my best life!

And if it seems far-reaching to live that way - NEVER FEAR!

I have a whole roadmap laid out that I will share with you on Saturday, November 20 @ 9am PST.

Join me for my free, LIVE workshop on Living Your Best Life NOW!

I have been shown the way to get the most out of life now and...

Terrified, even.

It’s hilariously evidenced in a simple and easy to understand way in The Croods, with Grug’s mantra: “New is bad. What happens to people who see something new? They DIE!”

So we treat things and people that are different from us as less than. If we can marginalize them and make them feel small, then they will act small and stay mostly out of sight.

They don’t have to rub their “different-ness” in our faces.

But here’s the catch. We are all different. Innately. It’s how we were designed.

And because of this fear and loathing society has for things that are different from us, we have an innate sense of danger around people realizing we are different.

And so begins a futile operation of us painting and slathering ourselves with mud, sticks and leaves to try to blend into the background so that no one ever notices we are different

We spend our whole...