Valentine’s Day used to be such a triggering day for me, even (and sometimes especially) if I was in a relationship
Either I was with someone I didn’t WANT to celebrate the day of love with.
Or I was with someone who refused to spend it with me in the way I wanted.
Or I was alone, and I felt my aloneness deeply.
Longing for the day I would be with a partner that saw me, held me, cherished me, witnessed me in all the ways I desired.
Now I know the truth.
I wasn’t even CLOSE to ready for the depth and courage that kind of love would require of me.
I wasn’t CLOSE to being healed in the way I needed to be, to be able to stand in the same space as that champion of my heart.
The man that claims my heart will be a King, no doubt about it. And I’m not ready for a King.
YET.
I barely just loved with an open heart for the first time.
I BARELY even just discovered what love even IS.
I’m so grateful for the mirrors along my path.
I feel remorse about the...
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