𝐂𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐲𝐦

Me This morning.

I’m working through a fucking LOT right now.

Changing every habit & pattern I have around eating and spending 5-7 hrs a day doing it.

Changing how I run my business to allow for more creativity, self-expression and easier digestibility.

Changing my calendar to find the time to do my business and live my life in between rewiring every single health habit. (This is coming with some grief because I have spent 11 years painstakingly creating the exact calendar of my heart’s desire. It’s hard to let go )

Weeding the deepest parts of my heart & soul to dissolve distortions around love & relationships, so that I may indeed, love again

Forgiving myself for the charred landscape of destruction I have left in my wake of failed relationships & broken promises I had no tools to manage.

Continually re-opening my heart as I touch on sore, stinging spots and try to run from them.

And this morning, I crumbled.

“It’s too much”

“I’m not equipped”

“I can’t do this”

Are some of the things that poured out through my sobbing tears as I walked on the treadmill. (You’re welcome, other gym members )

It was a tender, raw day, there’s no way around it.

I got some much needed council (no coincidence that I had a session with my coach scheduled today) and it put me back into a soft, calm place of introspection.

Lines were drawn in my life of what I’m no longer willing to experience. I have to keep reminding myself that I get to choose every single aspect.

Internal boundaries were set.

And I’ll be curious to watch them play out in the 3D.

Meanwhile, I’m still having some amazing wins!

One of my clients made $1.5 million in profit on a recent investment and tripled his original investment.

I had a client resign for $35K in cash

I got thousands of dollars worth of fees waived (Went wayyyyyyy over on my miles )

I had a $100K investment that I thought I’d lost transfer into a mentorship making it more valuable than the original investment.

Wins and extreme gratitude coming in from my clients and students every day.

And this darling, is how you live AND run a business based in your soul-driven passions at the same time.

Honestly. Presently. With an open heart.

It’s entirely possible to do great things and human at the same time.