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A lighthouse in the sickness

Nov 24, 2025

A lighthouse in the sickness 🤧🤒

I’m sick 🤧 and it’s the worst.

I HATE not functioning at my best, but even so, I lean into it.

I’ve found that when I lean into rest, I’m only down for a few days. When I power through, it lingers for weeks.

But that’s not why I’m writing this.

I’m using what tiny portion remains of my mental capacity to share something REMARKABLE that has me in absolute awe.

And that is how well supported I feel, during this bout of illness.

I remember a dark day, during my marriage when I felt this sick that I begged my ex-husband, bawling my eyes out, to pleeeeeease go and get me some chicken soup. It always made me feel better.

He refused. He said I didn’t even look that sick. He told me to get it myself.

In contrast, I mentioned to my partner after class yesterday that I was going straight back to bed 🤧🤒

He arrived home with two types of soup for me - and I didn’t even ask! He took exquisite care of me last night, and made sure I was comfortable.

Today, he was messaging me ideas that would help me to feel better fast and offered to pick up some more soup. 🥣

It took a lot lot LOT of work to go from where I was 7 years ago to where I am now. A lot of healing. A lot of trauma resolution. A lot of patience with myself and my partner as we messily and very humanly found our way to each other, to this moment, to these micro-moments of sweetness

And damn.

I would do it one hundred lifetimes over. 🥰

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