157 people. One program. And I'm fucking tired.

Not because I'm hemorrhaging energy into their emotional black holes. Not because I'm playing puppet master with their breakthroughs. Not because I'm the designated adult in a room full of humans having feelings.

I'm tired because my nervous system is having an existential crisis about the fact that I don't have to be everyone's emotional janitor anymore.

This isn't burnout—this is the hangover from finally putting down a job I never fucking signed up for.

Here's the beautiful chaos happening:

🔥 157 humans in the wild
🔥 Intimacy without the rescue fantasy
🔥 Zero pedestals, maximum realness
🔥 Messy truths landing in a container where people actually take responsibility for their own shit (revolutionary, I know)

I'm neck-deep in it with them. No guru mask. No "I've got it all figured out" performance art.

Just me, them, and the radical experiment of humans holding space without losing their damn minds.

And plot twist: They're holding each other. Without needing me to be the center of their universe. Without spiraling into codependent soup. Without making me responsible for their feelings about their feelings.

Here's the part they don't put in the leadership manuals:

You don't have to choose between making waves and staying sane.

You don't have to build walls around your heart to keep your power.

You can be fully fucking present without becoming a human sacrifice to the cause.

This is leadership from your regulated nervous system, not your savior complex.

This is power that regenerates instead of depletes.

This is what happens when you stop making yourself the fuel and start being the foundation.

So yeah—I'm tired. Because my system is rewiring itself around a reality that once seemed like fantasy.

And every leader who's been bleeding out for their brilliance needs to hear this:

This shit is possible.

You don't have to break yourself to build something beautiful.

You don't have to disappear to make space for others.

You don't have to choose between impact and integrity.

It's messy. It's real. And it's just getting started.

Oh… did I mention we had a 100% success rate for our goal for week 1? 🥰🥳 There’s still time to hop in for the free trial if you want to give it a whirl. 💜