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Apr 01, 2025
๐‘ฐ ๐’–๐’”๐’†๐’… ๐’•๐’ ๐’„๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’Š๐’• ๐’…๐’Š๐’”๐’„๐’Š๐’‘๐’๐’Š๐’๐’†.
๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฐ๐š๐ฌ ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐š๐ง ๐ž๐š๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐๐ž๐ซ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐š ๐œ๐จ๐š๐œ๐ก’๐ฌ ๐š๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ฏ๐š๐ฅ.
 
Tightly-wound. Obsessively measured. Disguised as health. 
 
And for 8 months, I followed every rule.
I ate “right.”
I tracked everything.
I did what I was told my body needed to rebalance.
 
And it ๐‘ค๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘˜๐‘’๐‘‘.
My blood markers improved.
My energy got better.
I even looked the way I wanted to.
 
But underneath the progress?
I was raging.
I felt ๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ž๐ ๐ข๐ง๐ฌ๐ข๐๐ž ๐š ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐ฆ I couldn’t breathe in.
 
And when I couldn’t keep it up anymore,
my body rebelled.
I rebelled.
Hard.
 
The past 6 months have been a wave of pushback.
Eating things I know inflame me.
Swinging between rebellion and guilt.
Wanting to feel free but terrified that I’ll spiral.
 
Because when control is all you’ve known…
๐Ÿ๐ซ๐ž๐ž๐๐จ๐ฆ ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ž๐ฅ๐ฌ ๐๐š๐ง๐ ๐ž๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ.
 
But now, I see it clearly:
This isn’t about food.
It never was.
 
It’s about the pattern I’ve been breaking across every area of my life:
 
“๐ผ ๐‘š๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘™ ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘“๐‘’๐‘’๐‘™ ๐‘ ๐‘Ž๐‘“๐‘’.”
 
And now I’m done.
 
I’m done following rules that leave my soul starving.
I’m done rebelling just to prove I can.
I’m done choosing between rigidity and chaos.
 
I’m learning to lead my body for the first time.
Not manage her. Not manipulate her.
 
๐‹๐ž๐š๐ ๐ก๐ž๐ซ.
With love. With listening. With devotion.
 
I don’t need to be “good” anymore. That requires someone else’s judgment and approval.
 
I want to be free.
And I want my body to trust me with that freedom.
 
Not a before-and-after.
Not a lesson wrapped in a bow.
 
Just a real-time reckoning.
A new contract with my body.
One where we both get to win ๐Ÿ˜Œ

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